Let’s have coffee and updates.
Missed me? No? Well I missed you so you should be grateful don’t ever say I didn’t give you anything. Where the fuck have I been? Well grab a snack and get comfortable cause we’re gonna have life updates and coffee. And if you don’t enjoy coffee then what are you doing with your life?
I’m sure you’ll are concerned with my last post so let me just answer some basic questions.
I promise i’m not on drugs.
I’ve never done drugs in my life time.
Last week when i felt like doing drugs i facetimed a good friend and he talked me out of it.
I promise i’m doing okay.
Now that it’s over with and you’ll know i’m not some addict or anything. I’m just going to make something clear for everyone. IF you or anyone you know wishes to do drugs then get help. Tell someone, A friend, family member, or even your local online counselling service.
I know this sounds cheesy but I’m so fucking glad that I facetimed my friend and he was able to talk me out of it. If he’d not been there I honestly don’t know what I would have done that night. I’m going to link my own email in case any of you need to message me if you ever feel like doing drugs or cutting, or just need someone. You’ll can message me at email@example.com
That’s one of the many reasons i choose to blog because I don’t want any human to go through the shit I’m going through. So enough with the cheesy and depressing shit let’s get to more happy and fun stuff.
Honestly the main reason I haven’t been able to blog is like I stated in my last post I have had zero motivation to do so. Every time I sat down to blog nothing came to mind and i felt paralyzed and drained. SO I’ve decided that i won’t force myself. I rather disappear for weeks then give you guys content that I and you aren’t happy with. ALso guess wat? I have to collaborations I’m doing with to bloggers you might know.
The first one is with our lovely friend Audria and the second is with the lovely Bayance!!! Bay if you’re reading this which I think you will. Just know i got those questions and i’ll give the to you this weekend if i can. I promise!!!
Now that i’ve gotten out of my writing slump i have so many posts ready for you guys. I have a post on … Well you’ll just have to wait and see now won’t you. Just expect to get lots of notifications from me in the next couple of days. What do you mean you don’t have my notifications turned on? Rude!!! I’ll sue you if whatever money i have in the bank. *robs bank*
Another reason i haven’t been able to blog is because my bluetooth keyboard has been broken!!! Like bro I just bought this and already it’s braking? I need to buy another on Amazon but well you know how that is a real bitch.
So here’s the part of the post where i tell you the shit that’s happening with my life. Don’t laugh!!!! OF course i have a life thank you very much. Don’t be assuming otherwise!!! Lol.
My mental health’s doing alright. I don’t feel like doing drugs anymore so that’s good for something, right? Small steps you guys. Small steps.
I spent 2 days at a social event filled with blind people. I’m not going to give much away cause you know anonymity but I’m going to say that it was goalball and it took place on the east coast of the u.S. it was Intense and exhausting. Apparently i don’t get along with blind people but that’s not surprising.
My grades are doing better!!!!
Those are the major events that have been happening in jade’s life at the moment. Go ahead and lock me up yes I talk about myself in third person!!! It is what it is.
I’ve missed you you lovely people!!! I love posting and seeing you post because i honestly feel like we’re one big family at this point. I blog because i need a place where i can be 100 percent myself. But I also blog because I love receiving validation from you guys i love posting and seeing your comments, and your support.
IN turn, I love when you post and i can contribute to the conversation!!! It makes me feel included. I thought that blogging would be Secluding for me. I thought that you’ll would be ableist, and homophobic, but that’s not the case. I’ve finally found my people, and my community, so don’t think i’m giving up on blogging this easily.
I think this is where i’m going to end the post!!! Just know i’ve missed you and i see all of your comments, and messages. Thanks for staying with me and being patient with my shitty mental health. I just wanted to update you’ll and to tell you i’m not dead and I’m not on the streets!!!
And keep on the lookout for more of my posts and maybe even a potential project? Hmm… we’ll see!!! I love you. Thank youuuu!!!
Love from Jade. And of course may life treat you kind!!!